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Friday, February 20, 2009
8:27 PM
HELLO! I'm both high and emo at the same time. :D Anyway, I have BRP, Math and French homework for the weekends. Done BRP only, the rest shall finish it tonight! :D Then tomorrow and the next day I can enjoy life/ study. I think mugging is a better option. I'm not .. doing fine in the academics area I guess.我們都容易對號入座 一首歌 反覆讓歌詞 深深呼應著 可能不同 看不看開的執著 可能太痛 有些畫面謀合 You know at times, I just feel like giving up. Giving my world up, be a rebel, screw my life. Too bad it's already screwed up. But I don't have the courage to do that, I can't let my grades slip. I don't have the courage convince myself to transfer school. I don't have the courage to disappoint him, her, anyone and everyone. I can only live the 4 years myself. When I fall, there's no one else to pick me up except myself. Maybe because they can't, or maybe because everyone has to move on. You know, if there is only one wish from a mysterious genie. I won't wish for unlimited money, I won't want a cool ferrari, all the books in the world won't be my wish. And of course, not a hug from all my fabourite celebrities, not the coolest parents on earth, not my dream house, and definitely not a perfect boyfriend. It'll be for everyone around me to be happy. It may seem just like another simple wish, but it's nawt. Because when people fall into a deep hole, they won't be smiling. They may be cursing and swearing, or just shouting for help. Everyone around me to be happy. You see, when people get happy I'll also be happy. That's why I work so hard. I want them to be happy, I want them to be proud, I want them to feel reassured. Yeah it's also for my own good, but a huge part why I mug and mug and mug is 'cause of them. When I see their smile, I .. I'll be glad. And satisfied, yes just that smile is enough. That can be how simple it is. But it's not. Majority of the human beings are greedy, they'll always want more. And that's the problem. To them, my PSLE score was lousy. I don't mean it's the best, it's good or wtv. But they wanted me to beat my cousin. And he got freakin high. D: I'm still doing my best, I haven't give up hope yet. Just because I want to see you smile because of me. I want that to happen again. And even though some things in my life are going wrong, I'm still waiting for the miracle to happen. It will happen, someday. YAY FOR MATHS. :D <3 |