Yesterday I was so happy. But today is probably a day I don’t want to talk about.

Nah, not about Block Test.

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Just that I have so much catching up to do. This is not done, that is not done. My rhythm sucks, I can’t pluck the fucking string. I just want to scream, Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Seriously.

I just want people to truly care, acknowledge and notice me.

And not just fucking use me. Or annoy me until I feel like slapping them.

Honey, I swear you’re wrong. Times ten. Nawt I must, but I want. Nawt I must, but I like. Nawt I must, but I can.

Ifuckinghateitwhenpeopletreatmeliketransparent.

Gawd, somehow I wish you can go away.

<3