Monday, May 25, 2009
11:52 PM
I'm too tired to blog about today. Gahhh---
I'm tired of you acting like it's no big deal. I'm tired of you just shrugging it off nonchalantly. I'm tired of you telling me I shouldn't act like this. I'm tired of you telling me what I should do. I'm tired of you lying to me. I'm tired of you pretending I'm in the wrong. I'm tired of you repeating what little stuff you did for me.
I'm tired of reminding you countless times. I'm tired of being the one who does everything.
I'm really really tired of being the one who's been making sure the Lego tower wouldn't fall over.
& in short, I'm just tired of you being who you are. & I'm still wondering what would happen if I wasn't there to make sure everything's alright.
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I've lost my courage, my will, my strength and I've lost myself. Could you please help me locate them?
I don't know how long this is going to last
until I fall for the longest time I've ever known from the top of the Mount Everest.
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