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Wednesday, July 21, 2010 9:27 PM
I was just doing Cat Club duty with Yu Wei on Tuesday. And then I realised, how different it was between us.

I guess it was partly due to us not talking as much as before. Being in different classes and all. And the other part 'cause we've all grown a little bit bigger. In other words, we changed.

Maybe it's just me, but somehow there was this.. awkward atmosphere between the both of us. We used to laugh and joke about the most retarded things. And yet the other day I felt like we just ran out of topics to talk about.

And then I realised, how I've been neglecting so many people. I haven't been talking to ex-classmates and all. Lost contact with tuition mates. I'm just so caught with my own world, with all the recent hectic CCA days and this and that. In fact these days I haven't even been talking to some of my good friends and classmates much. I guess I'm just waiting for people to speak to me. And that's really bad.

On the other hand, it sucks so much when you're actually making an effort to speak to the person so the friendship wouldn't die off. And you feel like the person doesn't even care a single bit.

Okay right. I'm just ranting. Realised I'm missing out on so so so many things. Everyday is just work work work for me. When in fact I'm not even busy at all. Why like that. I haven't been blogging properly at all. I think I'm just plain lazy.

Alright, back to piano.