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Sunday, July 25, 2010 11:36 PM
New blogskin :D

I'm loving the grey and pink. Everything's pretty 'cept for the ugly scrollbar at the bottom. And I don't like ugly things.

Rahhh I'm getting severe withdrawal symptoms. Not from drugs or smoking or whatsoever. But believe it or not, from CCA. I guess that happens when you're working hard every single day, you stay back for CCA and practising during every break. Then suddenly, the big day comes and goes and there's no more CCA until... end of Block Test apparently.

You start complaining about no CCA, whining about how much you miss CCA and your friends and your instrument. The moment you meet any CCA friends, whether it's junior or batchmate or senior, your life lights up immediately. This is really killing me. Last night I was even dreaming about dazu and I could feel that I was a very very happy girl all over again. Not saying that now I'm not.

It comes to a point where you desperately try to talk to people from CCA as much as you can. Sometimes even staying back so you can go home with the same bunch of friends at around the same time, just like how it was a week ago or so. Random parts of dazu pieces get stuck in your head, and then you suddenly realise you've been humming it subconsciously for who knows how long. You look at a friend and start singing a part of a dazu piece together, with a huge smile plastered on your face.

Typing out the withdrawal symptoms due to lack of CCA just like what I'm doing now and many many more to come. I'm pretty sure there are a lot of other things that will happen when you miss CCA a lot a lot, it's just that it hasn't taken effect yet. Ah well, this doesn't happen all the time. I think part of the reason why I haven't taken pictures of my beautiful but dying flowers and writing a proper thank you post is because I don't want all these memories to end. Not say end but, if I do that it'll really mean that the whole thing is over. And I don't want it to.

Alright it's like, 12:09AM right now. Monday early early morning, there's school later. And I still have a thousand more things to finish up. Wish me luck surviving all the Monday blues. And namely this week. I don't want August to come.