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Sunday, August 01, 2010
12:21 AM
#666th post.666 may just be another number to you, or to you it's the devil's number or whatsoever. But to me it means so much more. It's the number of bar numbers of hua mu lan. You can laugh as you read this I don't care. Only I need to know how hua mu lan brings back so much memories. 17 July 2010. The whole night is still stuck in my head. We were on the stage of SCH, playing music from our hearts. Thank you everyone who came and those who encouraged me. All those little 'Jiayou' and 'Good Luck'. You have no idea how much they meant to me. Without everyone, the concert wouldn't be so great. And all those beautiful flowers I received which are dying right now. The red roses were really really pretty. I regret not taking photos of the flowers rawr stupid me. You can say that we all went really high that night. Taking so many photos and with all those blings we put under our eyes. But I guess, deep inside we knew that the time will really fly past. And once it's over, you can't go back into history and live through the day anymore. That's why we were all trying to make it the most memorable day. When we were playing the final note of jiang jun ling, all the memories of NYCO flashed quickly through my mind. The long practices we had, the times we had fun together, those long depressing talks and every little bits and pieces of NYCO. The smiles, the laughters, the frowns and the tears. And when we ended the note, marking the end of our concert, I couldn't help but smile. I don't exactly know why, mixed reasons perhaps, but I know it wasn't because concert is over. For if I could, I would wish that concert will never never end. Even if there were mistakes here and there, it didn't matter because we played it from our hearts. We didn't do it because we had to, but because we wanted to. We gave it our best because we didn't want to disappoint. And the two most rewarding things we earned were probably the applause, and the memories. Thank you NYCO for all the practices which I look forward to every week. Without all the practices in my life right now, it just feels really empty. Somehow there's no meaning anymore. I guess I had been staying inside the CO rooms so much it has really become my third home. The place I seek refuge from all the tests and assignments and homework. Music was my way of running away of problems. So I wouldn't think so much and actually focus on something. & thank you all the people I know who went for the concert, family and friends. Especially if you were sick on that day. Waving to me and letting me know you were there was enough. I really really appreciate the effort and thought. The stage. I've got to admit, I do love the stage. The spotlight, the audience and the applause. It's like a drug addiction. The more you perform, the more you want to perform. People watching you do the thing you love, performing. I think it's mostly because I don't actually get so many opportunities, that's why I treasure every chance. And in this case because of many other reasons too. I guess with this post it mean that I'm really going to wake myself up and tell myself that concert is long over already. Goodbye concert. The night we were all working so hard for. NYCO. Not Your Conventional Orchestra. Music From The Heart. 丝竹情韵. 2010. ♥ |