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Friday, August 06, 2010 10:40 PM
Today's cross country was fun :D
Doodled on hands and faces. Fan girls ftw. My photographer took many many photos of all the 'artwork' with my phone hoho. We were singing so many songs throughout the run/walk hehe. Justin Bieber, Simple Plan, Adam Lambert, Kris Allen and a lot more. And having your friends to cheer for you is a really really nice feeling thank you ^^

After that was horrible though. I didn't swim 'cause I hate swimming and I hate the sun D: Rawr had piano lesson so had to leave wayyyyy early and missed out the fun. And Tampines is so freaking far away I can just die. I swear, I'm never never going to the East side of Singapore anymore without car. It's times like this when I have to travel super far, I wish my one of my parents isn't working boo.

I think I'm getting back my motivation to blog. That's really nice, writing down all the memories and all. It has been like, months since I properly blogged. Last proper post was in September I think? 11 months. What a long hiatus I had.

Going to Genting tomorrow till Monday :D
Part of me is really really dreading it 'cause, there's nothing much to do there and my parents will most likely be away -.- On there other hand, hello Salt and other possible movies! Possibly shopping too if I manage to get money. And time alone to explore an unfamiliar place.

& I really, really need a break. It's been so long since I've been getting enough sleep. Ever since school started, I've been sleeping for 5/6 hours nearly every single day. Sometimes even less. Yeah I can only blame myself but still. I wanna use this opportunity to stop my er erratic sleep patterns yep. And sleep properly again. Also to er recharge myself for the rest of August. There are so many events/important days coming up. I can already see the busy schedule, and it's not going to end till at least September holidays. But they always say that Term 4 is the busiest of all and it was really like that last year, so I guess I can wave goodbye to enough sleep till after EOYs. I think, I'm going to really dread life from now on.

Also, I really, really wanna escape for a moment. Get away from everything in life right now. Piano, people I know, computer, phone and so much more. Not just materialistic things but all the stupid problems and troubles plus hatred too. How I wish I can say goodbye to homework for 3 days but no the teachers decided since it's a long weekend and even though it's after block tests, they should dump us with homework. Thanks teachers that was really nice of you. Rahhh can you believe it I'm actually bringing homework there. Not gonna take the risk and finish everything on Tuesday, I'll just die and rot. And keep dreaming that everything is completed already.

I wanna spend the time over there thinking about everything I've been doing these days. Whether it's right or wrong and so I wouldn't really do it without any real reason but actually because of peer influence. It's a scary, scary thing I tell you. Not only that but also think about what I really wanna do and all the reasons why I've been doing some stuff lately. I don't want it to be because I have to do it or I'm told to do it. I want to find a reason or at least think up of one, so I wouldn't lose direction or motivation. Well basically just to sort out my thoughts.

It's 11:14PM and we're leaving at 5.30AM tomorrow crazy or what. Oh did I mention I haven't packed yet? Shall go do so now hmm.

Bye everyone see you in 3 days ;)