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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
9:17 PM
We need changes to keep us going, to keep improving. Just like how I really disliked that ugly scrollbar at the bottom for other skin. So right, new blog skin. I changed the font size to make the text bigger. I just can't stand reading tiny font somehow.And you, the changes you've made huh. You got bored of me, and just kicked me aside and pretended I didn't exist. Isn't it so? Not gonna believe any excuse you're gonna make. Because please, not like it's the first time happening. I was stupid. For thinking maybe, just maybe, I actually mean something to you. We are as close as you made it sound. Maybe, just maybe. But no, I am just like any other toy to you. I'm disgusted, really. Not going to believe anything you say, your stupid sweet nothings. And so, I give up. I'm not going to care any more. You didn't mean that much to me anyway. I've gotta admit that. Just like any ordinary person who walked in, seeking comfort and someone to talk to. Then walked out, reminding me that I'm alone in this big big world. Made my realised that it's wrong to show my weaknesses, that I'm vulnerable and I have to stay strong. Whatever, suit yourself. I have other people who make me happy anyway :) Even though EOYs have officially ended... somehow I feel empty. I don't know why. It's not that I have not been looking forward to it, it's just right now I don't feel any excitement or whatsoever. And so what if it really did end. Not like there aren't any responsibilities and more things to do. In fact, I think I just got busier FML maximum. The deadlines and schedules are just so freaking tight. Okay right. Back to work. |