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Wednesday, December 01, 2010 3:08 AM
Hello December :)

First day of a new monthhhh. It's 3:09 AM right now and I really can't get to sleep. I think I've slept too much. Shesh what a weird statement. Anyway, my parents haven't switched off the internet yet. So here I am, trying to pass time.

I was stalking -cough- visiting the Facebook profiles of some people I don't really talk to anymore when I realised how much some people have changed. It's like you haven't been in contact with the person for some time and then poof, suddenly the words actions behaviour - different. Not that the change is in a bad way, I can't judge since I didn't interact with the people. But it's kind of scary since it's not something I've really imagined. And it's just so... too quickly for me to actually get used to it. Then I look at myself, and still see the ugly me that I've seen for years. Rahhh. I don't change much do I. It's just I can't be the myself I wanna be.

Okay I've got to admit. All the thoughts only started after I saw someone I haven't seen for very very long. :/

Another thing I realised is that, I don't even dare to visit your FB profile anymore. Not that I always do. But the thing is that I'm actually afraid of what I would see. That would get me upset. Ahhh the power of your words. Stupid me imagining things :(

Okay right I need to sleep now. At this rate the chance of me waking up before noon is zero. Buhbye world.