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Saturday, January 01, 2011
1:33 AM
2010. It was probably the worst year of my life, absolutely horrible. I made so many mistakes, and was so lost and confused for so many months. In so many ways I failed my responsibilities and sacrificed many things in life. There were many many many disappointments, which makes me even more depressed than I could be. I drifted away from people, lost trust in some and doubted others. I continued to build the wall around me and kept many people out. Lots of unfortunate events/situations happened too. Yet, it was probably one of the best year of my life too. I met new people, including the sweetest people ever. I grew closer to many of my friends, especially those from my class and cca. No matter what I went through, there was a bunch of good friends who are always there for me and I'm grateful to them. The past year was definitely a rollercoaster ride, there were so many ups and downs. Thank you to those who gave me the memories, it doesn't matter whether is it happy or sad. Thank you to everyone who made me laugh, smile, cry, frown, angry and annoyed. I learnt many things, including life lessons and theories of things. I changed, my perspective of people around me and the world, my motivations, my goals, my direction, my reasons, my habits, my behaviour. No matter how many obstacles there were in my life, I still appreciate the little sweet moments, the silliest things we laugh about, the time I spent with my friends and all the happy memories. It was indeed an important year of my life, now I get to see things a little bit clearer. Thank you 2010, no matter how nasty you were, I've got to admit you were still lovely. In the new year, I want to continue learning, not just in studies but also the things in life. I want to continue finding the me I want to be. I want to meet even more people, be more open and be more outgoing. I want to treasure every friendship and not let anyone slip away. I want to learn how to trust, to stop keeping things from people and appreciate everyone. I want to dream, to learn my goals, to at least see where I'll go in a few years time. I want to make use of every chance and opportunity I have, be less afraid of making mistakes and not have any regrets. I want to hold stronger bonds with people, create memories and learn to be happier. I want to learn how to stand up after I fall, accept the truth for it is and crawl out of the hole no matter how hurt I can be. I want to have fun, to laugh, to love. I want to learn how to let go of things completely, to move on and stop thinking of the past. I want to live 2011 to the fullest. I want the new year to be amazing. New year, new beginnings. Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011, here I come. |