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Tuesday, February 01, 2011
12:34 AM
It's 12:34AM right now. No kidding. Hehe cool or what :BIt feels kind of late, yet kind of early. And I contradict myself. I'm too lazy to go to bed and fall asleep. I'm also too lazy to do more work. Right. I shall start on the 10 day challenge. Was contemplating between the 10 day or 30 letters one which I saved somewhere else, but decided to start small first. Since I have an extremely lousy sense of commitment. Have been wanting to do something like since I saw it in tumblrs/blogs. Okay here goes. 10 DAY CHALLENGE Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. 1. Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense. After all this time, I noticed how much you know about me, the little details and my preferences hah. I've got to admit, you have amazing memory. Though in this case it's not really put into good use. Thank you for trusting me and being such a great person to talk to. Somehow I always feel safe, and you never fail to make me feel better. With your comforting words and encouragements. They're always something I can count on whenever or wherever, even though at times they may seem a little unreal. And remember, people will love you for being the person you are. Even your flaws. 2. It's been a long time since I last talked to you. Too long. I don't know when or how this started, but I still want to talk to you. Really. I want to make up for the time lost, for the stupid fights we had. I want to learn how to be sincere and give something. I want to learn to start appreciating you. I took things for granted, thinking that we still had time. But we didn't. And now everything we have left seems so small and insignificant. 3. You always have this ability to make it seem as if we're closer than what we actually are. And it sucks. Whatever we have left, please make it seem you're putting in effort. Because my trust and faith in you is already little enough. 4. It's because of you, I lost hope in people. Have such major trust issues now. Keep things to myself. To me it seems, after I met you and stopped caring about things, everything started going downhill. And still is. 5. I miss our conversations we used to have. But now you don't even bother talking to me anymore. It's been awhile. Have I done something wrong? 6. Thank you for always being there, supporting me. And not judging me, no matter what I said or did. I always have the best time together with you, and you never fail to make me smile or laugh. Thank you for staying up with me through so many nights, and all your texts and calls. To say I'm not afraid to lose you is a lie, somehow you've grown to be so important in my life. I'm sorry for not being the greatest friend and in fact always neglecting people around me, but I want to let you know I care. I really do. I'll try my best to be there for you too, though I'm sure I can never be as good as you. Your presence is ever so comforting, as with your words. And thank you for not letting me go. For believing in me. For giving me so many chances. For being you. 7. Have you always been like that or have you changed? Because now your words are so sickening and your actions make me wanna slap you in the face. 8. I'm sorry for being such a horrible friend. I promise to try harder. If you ever give me a chance. 9. So many words left unsaid. So many dreams down the drain. So many memories washed away. It's way too late now. I don't think we can find back the us we once were. 10. You taught me so many things in an amazingly short span of time. I may be such an insignificant part of your life, but I learnt so much from you. You've shown me so many examples of looking at things in a different way, gave me reasons that I shouldn't be afraid to be myself and helped me find back a little of me. Thank for everything, and for believing in me. There, I'm finally done. I kind of like this though. :) It was supposed to be posted last night (31 Jan) but my really nice mum decided to switch off the internet. Oh well. Happy new month. May February be a month of new hopes, chances and dreams! |