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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
11:46 PM
I just need a place to rant. May be taking this post down someday I need it for something much more significant. Anyway.You may not know it, but that's my greatest fear. Saying you trust me. I wish so much you wouldn't do that, I wanna tell you how I'm not worth it. Someone like me isn't worth your trust. I know you could have just said it and not meant it, but still at that moment it felt like the walls I've been building just collapsed. I wish so much that an apology can make all my mistakes disappear. I wish saying sorry can make everything alright, but hey it's never going to go back the way it was isn't it. I messed up, I missed my opportunities. But you were always there, never ever giving me up. Oh bloody hell. Just tell me how I can change everything back to what we had. Though, no promises. To be honest.... I feel like shit. The world's horrible. Haven't been feeling well at all. It's as if I'm going to fall sick any moment. And I feel like I'm just a puppet controlled by another person. Walking zombie. Oh scratch that, I haven't been feeling anything at all. You know, it's like being numb? And not caring about anything. Dammit I'm just falling back to my old ways. My life's bloody boring. I need a break, I need to have fun. I need to stop distancing myself from everyone and running away. p.s. I'm so bloody incoherent nowadays it's pissing. I'm sorry if you have to handle me like this. |