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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
9:10 PM
This post is a completely random and full of nonsense.So, crazy as it may sound, I miss having a crush. No wait, not because I'm some dreamy little girl who thinks love is everything or whatsoever. It's just.. the thrill. The little joy you get because he notices you, the crazy stuff you do like uh waiting for him to talk to you that takes foreverrrrr or uh yeah you get the idea. The last time I had a crush was long long long time ago. That was like eons ago I swear. It's funny how every time someone asks me who my crush is and whenever I reply I don't have one, they always say "DON'T LIE!". I can never understand some people, if you don't believe then what's the point of asking me?! Okay honestly, I think I just miss caring about someone or something. To me nothing really matters anymore. Psilovequotes has a tweet that goes like this “The less you care, the happier you are, because your happiness lies in your own hands. #psilq”. And contrary to it, the moment I stopped caring it’s when I stopped being happy. I think it’s because everything that happens has lost its significance already. So even say, someone does something good for me, I won’t be happy or whatsoever just because I don’t care anymore. Right so, having a crush means even the shortest text from him will make you smile. I miss that you know? When the world didn’t look so dark and gloomy and it was still a happy place. I'll probably take back everything I've said when some random guy comes by and I fall for the person. Then something happens and I end up being sad and grumpy. But till then, just take it that I've gone completely nuts. And I think I am. Whatever. I just want my emotions back. & happy birthday to you. ♥ |