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Thursday, May 19, 2011
1:39 AM
This is going to be depressed/fucked up post with absolutely no content. You have been warned.I have so many other things I can write about, like Combined Sports Meet. (Which is pure awesome, by the way.) But no. It's 1:40 AM right now, I'm not getting work done. And thing are just going so well. Right it's not anyone's fault. I brought it all to myself, being such a lazy ass and everything. It's just, I haven't been feeling very happy lately. Not upset, not sad. But more like angry. Yeah sounds weird but I'm just forever having this grrr mood. For example, I think most people don't know but I'm just feeling very annoyed at people deep down. They haven't done anything wrong actually, not exactly. I mean, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY! It's driving me nuts too because well, I always think I'm someone with a pretty good temper. And people have told me so. So when people does NOTHING, and I still get mad at them, I become even more irritated. I think, it's because of everything that's adding up. What's with all the SIAs, practicals and homework. Just EVERYTHING. The past 2 weeks have been insanely busy. Every single day there are bound to be things due. Not one, or two, but a few. Like how today/yesterday there was Chinese comprehension, Physics practical, Chemistry practical and math. Oh just kill me. And the people and yeah you get the drift. My friendships with everyone is just... plain screwed up. Like what the shit? Some people really treat me like a toy. Oh you're bored I'm nice okay then you talk to me. Other times, you treat me like transparent. Bloody pissed off. Fine fine I have been neglecting people too. And the rest of the world was having exams. Which have ended already. (Hooray! For you.) And some, very few but I can just name one person right now......... I'm just. I don't know what to say. Like fuck I didn't even do anything wrong, you like just suddenly changed your bloody attitude. And okay maybe hmm I'm so insignificant now. So yeah you don't bother to tell me stuff. If so, I'm done. I regret for being so stupid and I'm so sorry for expecting. It's just so typical of you, you know? Forever forgetting your promises. And only when you want something, you come and find me. And oh we're friends and you're being nice again. On another note, just realised how you may have changed school. Everything just clicks. And I'm bloody scared. It's just.... WHAT THE HELL?! Like who would have thought of that. Fucking unexpected okay. Everything's piling up. Rahhh. I need better time management. And anger management. Anyway, maybe, just maybe, my horrid temper is due to the lack of sleep. Been surviving on er naps (hehe) and coffee to keep me awake. Lots and lots of coffee. Lots of things to say. But sadly blogging isn't one of my er priorities right now. Needed to get my thoughts off. Goodbye. Fingers crossed, please let me get past this week. 在梦里面 突然发现 快要忘记你的脸 |