Haven't been writing because school's been busy busy busy. Or to be more exact, I've been a lazy arse. I'm installing some updates on the computer so that it can read Chinese and currently it's at update 51 of 108, how brilliant right. The best part is that it's been installing for hours.

The school week has ended and I am so darn relieved. It was really madness because it's the last week of the term, of studying that is. Everyday I was just worrying and panicking and trying to get things done. So I'm really glad it's over, I can finally do other overdue non-academic stuff. Like present s-cough-. My life's really shitty these days. First my computer crashed because it got infected with virus, had to use the laptop but there was some issues with the internet and I couldn't connect to it. The light in my room decided that it wants to retire yet it can't make up its mind, so at times it will just switch off. And refuses to switch on. For some strange reason my phone has been very laggy the past few days. I can't even type a complete text without it lagging at least once. Hello bb I treat you so well okay! And a lot of other things. Like my weird mind fast forwarding 1 day. On Wednesday I thought it was Thursday.

On the other hand it's starting to get better! I have been getting quite a lot of chocolates and that makes me happy. Plus most of them are from people! Hee that's really my weakness. My dad helped me reformat my computer, and I upgraded to software too. From XP to Windows 7. Though I'm not really liking it so far, it's quite laggy hmm. I sincerely hope it's just because I'm running a virus scan and installing the updates at the same time that's causing it though. And of course because it's the start of March! It's one of my favourite months, possibly my favourite.

Can't believe it's March already. What have I been doing for the past 2 months man! Gosh life's really zooming past too fast. I'm going to 16 in less than 2 weeks. I'm honestly not sure how I should be feeling. At the moment it actually scares me to crap, like I'm really really growing up. And I don't want that at all nooo. In the past the young me always thought that when I reach this age I'll be excited and all. Possibly because in the book the characters are around this age haha, and there'll be parties and idk, lots of fun. Sweet sixteen you know. But in reality it's actually much different? Have to study really hard, there are lots of homework, need to start thinking of future. What do I want to do, what I like and want to study, jobs, what college etc. It's madness! The other day SUTD came over to my school to give a talk during assembly. Inside I was kind of freaking out. Like hello why are we talking about university!! But it's not that far already, next year I'll be in junior college. This is crap okay no more play. And there's also the money part, I want to buy sooooo many things but so poor. Someone quick invent something so i can be stuck at this age forever.

Random but since the start of the year I've been dreaming of really weird stuff. Like people I haven't spoken to in a long long while will just appear. And in really weird situations! Once I was at the circus, another time I sneaked out of some event hahah.

January was a busy month! So busy start of the year. Because Chinese New Year was early this year, everything seemed so rush. And we had 3 performances! Madness or what. Okay 1 was actually on February 2 but it was all the same week. The other 2 were on 30th and 31st Jan at the Esplanade outdoor stage. The scenery there was super pretty! Especially at night.

The CBD building with all the lights. And Chinese New Year was amazing of course! I had a lot of fun, that's why it's my favourite festival. Ate so much yummy food, especially pineapple tarts omg couldn't stop myself from eating it. Played Kinect, surprisingly didn't gamble at all this year. I painted my nails and my cousin complimented it! My aunt said I have a natural talent, what rubbish hahaha. I wanna do the galaxy nails next year, shall go practice during the holidays heh.

February was a pretty short month. My family went to eat at a French restaurant for my dad's birthday! To be honest it's not exactly very nice, just normal? But not bad I guess, I tried a few authentic dishes. Well I hope they were authentic. Just last Saturday we went to eat Penang buffet for my early birthday dinner. (Since my parents are going to be away on the actual day, how darn sweet. ) I quite liked it, the laksa and kuay teow was not bad. And the cakes were gooood. But my brother and I agreed we need to start going to buffet restaurants, it's such a horrible concept. You can't stop eating and you just keep stuffing yourself with food.

Shall end of with a random picture of my neighbour's hamsters. Adorable aren't they, whenever my friends come over they always go and look at them hee. Things haven't been so eventful till I just have to post about, but there were really great days. And I guess I'm quite happy now? That's what's most important. Alright really need to go to sleep, have to wake up at 7 tomorrow/today morning. How bloody fantastic. That leaves me around uhhh 4 hours of sleep. Sweet.

Oh and I just want to say, I'm not some replacement. Second choice. Or I don't know, some entertainment so you can talk to me when you're bored. Or a help center, so you come find me when you need me. But I don't know, are those actually signs. Do they actually mean something?

Today my friend told me that I should never date a guy who doesn't know Asking Alexandria. I asked if I will only date a guy who likes You Me At Six, does that mean I'll have to remain single for the rest of my life. "No, but you'll probably be dead by then." It made me laugh.

Have a great March all x.